Daily Meds

My body is walkin’ so I guess I’ll just follow
I’ll go where it brings me … my head is so hollow.
There’s nothing ahead … None but the future
Dear world, I done my best, just can’t seem ta suit ya’.
So, I’ll move my feet, let my mind tag along …
Rememberin’ dreams and how I was wrong.

I’ve only been to jail 3 times in
my life. Twice was a direct result of my
drinking of alcohol. Once I woke up in
jail with stitches on my face and very sore.
Not knowing can be scary. Did I cease to
drink then? No, not yet. I didn’t know
about bottoms yet. I was still “enjoying”
the drink.

Thank-You, my Master, I did not drink
today. Thank-You Master, I did not want
to drink today. And I
pray I don’t drink today.

People often ask, “How do I know
what is God’s will for me?”

I don’t always know what God’s will
is for me, however I usually know
what it isn’t. For instance, in my case
and I’m speaking only about myself,
It is not God’s will for me to drink alcohol.
It is not God’s will for me to be negative.
It is fairly easy to figure out what
God’s will isn’t.

My Master, today I pray to do Your will.
I pray that my will is to do Your will.