Learning to let it go. Notes on early recovery.
3 Things
Sometimes the worst thing in the world I can do is Think. I can come up with some real beauties. “Useless Imaginings.” I find that if I write down whatever is troubling me, Share it it with a human, and ask God to take it away –It’s gone. We may go over this from time to time so that it “sinks in.” Because it works.
Today I praise the Master, just because.
I’d call for myself, there was no answer, all alone
So, I’d leave me a message on my telephone
”When you get back – get in touch with me”
”I’m way out here in the land of the lonely”
Couldn’t talk to no one, didn’t dare speak
They mighta found out I was some kinda freak.
Spiritual Experience?
I have had several “Spiritual Experiences.” I don’t usually talk about them. I don’t like to talk about them. I will say they are real. They are what I needed at the time. I hear people say, “I think I’ve had a spiritual experience.” Well, if you had one, there would be no doubt about it. You either did or you didn’t. I will tell you that much. If you need one, you will get one. Mine came at my very bottom. God has our undivided attention when we are at rock bottom. He can start using us because we become willing. Master, help me to carry the message today. Lord, I seen the Light – though just a flicker.