Learning to let it go. Notes on early recovery.
My sister taught me a little prayer long ago. It is used when it is time to pray for someone. Even someone I don’t like.
“God bless him and heal me.” Sometimes I have to repeat it over and over. Now, after a period of time I am able to take revenge by saying, “God heal him and bless me.”
By saying this I know they will go through the same pain I went through. But they will be a much better person when they come “out the other side.”
I still need healing, I’m still “a sicky.”
“Vengeance is mine” sayeth the Higher Power.
I look back over my life and see where God has “taken care” of people who have screwed me over. I love to let him do his thing in his own way. “Time heals all wounds” Time wounds all heels. What goes around comes around.
Oh Lord, my God, I’ve been the fool
I ignored the golden rule
I was at the top … in my own mind
Now I see that I was blind
My only hope is to do your will
And I’ll know you love me still