Daily Meds

The search was on for righteousness
I swore I’d find the truth
I have no dreams … I’m out of goals
I let them slip away
The only time I find some peace
Is when I finally break down and pray

The days seem to have no end
I’m waitin’ for somethin’ but I don’t know what
I try to count everything I’ve got
If I could only see how much it is
My life would turn right around
I had it once, I let it go … I didn’t know what I’d found
I threw it away …

I don’t know if I can withstand the pain again
I try to stay clear of sin
God tried to call but away I did crawl
Never knowing why He bothered at all