{"id":520,"date":"2026-01-15T16:54:18","date_gmt":"2026-01-15T21:54:18","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/page132.com\/?p=520"},"modified":"2026-01-15T16:54:18","modified_gmt":"2026-01-15T21:54:18","slug":"my-daily-meds-january-8","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/page132.com\/?p=520","title":{"rendered":"My Daily Meds: January 8"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Thrills<\/p>\n<p>I had definitely hit my bottom. Near death. Near   <br \/>brain dead. (Near wet-brain). No ambition. No goal.    <br \/>Second visit to the psyche ward. Acute alcohol    <br \/>poisoning.<\/p>\n<p>A song continued to echo in my head. I think   <br \/>it was by J. Cougar Meloncamp. One line    <br \/>stuck in my mind. \u2013It went something like this:<\/p>\n<p>\u201cOh yeah, life goes on, even after the thrill of    <br \/>livin\u2019 is gone.\u201d<\/p>\n<p>I thought, \u201cIf God would just kill me it   <br \/>would be sufficient.\u201d But He wouldn\u2019t and     <br \/>He didn\u2019t. I\u2019m happy of that today.<\/p>\n<p>Life still goes on. I\u2019ve never been suicidal   <br \/>however, I have been at the \u201cjumping off place\u201d    <br \/>where I can see why people have done it.<\/p>\n<p>I hope I never return to that hell. Wisdom   <br \/>says to endure to end. My goal is to     <br \/>live till I die with as few complications     <br \/>as possible in between. And even be happy    <br \/>most of the time. There is always hope. Always    <br \/>something to be grateful for. We can have    <br \/>life, even abundantly. Thank-you, my Master.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Thrills I had definitely hit my bottom. Near death. Near brain dead. (Near wet-brain). No ambition. No goal. Second visit to the psyche ward. Acute alcohol poisoning. A song continued to echo in my head. I think it was by J. Cougar Meloncamp. One line stuck in my mind. \u2013It went something like this: \u201cOh [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":2,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[2],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-520","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-my-daily-meds"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/page132.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/520","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/page132.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/page132.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/page132.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/2"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/page132.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=520"}],"version-history":[{"count":1,"href":"https:\/\/page132.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/520\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1191,"href":"https:\/\/page132.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/520\/revisions\/1191"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/page132.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=520"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/page132.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=520"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/page132.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=520"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}